decisions decisions
Posted at 11:22 PM

she will make her decision sometime this week... if i would stay or would i go... she holds the answer...

pag yes, i will run. run and wait for her (as always) as her pains slowly fades without me...and i will introduce to her the new me... the new me that do not give her those wake up calls, good night calls, long letters, sweet goodbyes, those kisses and many more... and if her bleeding stops, i will come back. and i hope she's not too late. her king may find someone new if she takes too long. but she need not to worry, it will also take long before my pains go away and let myself find another new. madami jan sa tabe tabe... meron sa casimiro at sa quezon city...

oh hell yes i will wait... but not that long


pag no, i will stay and help her. help her recover. help her forget the pain. help her be happy. make her happy.

she knows it hurts inside. but she should choose. she said she love me but why it can't be? i just can't imagine what pain the other guy brought her to have her bleeding open like that.. i wish i could just stop the bleeding and help her anew.

oh holy crap. i am late gotta go...




her name i always whisper...