Wait while i try to get even.
Posted at 12:21 AM

I've invested so much and this is what i get? Wait while i try to get even. Just wait...

ok, i just have to stress this.
Posted at 02:48 PM

Nanominate si Cass at si Raquel kanina. Haha, kung ako kay Raquel umaalis na sha voluntarily... 3 weeks straight, it is perfectly clear na ayaw sa kanya ng mga tao dun. And for Cass, good for you stupid bleep.

Tomorrow came too soon
Posted at 11:25 PM



They say that time flies by when you are having fun.
But for me, that is not the case. Time flies by when you worry too much.
Bukas na yung start ko. Many questions linger on my mind. Questions
such as: kaya ko kaya?, do i really deserve this job? et cetera, et cetera

Poga, di ko talaga mawari kung bakit ganun yung binigay saking trabaho,
eh iba naman yung inapplyan ko? The questions keep haunting and haunting me.
This is too early for me. I should have been proud knowing that
they hired me on the spot, or knowing the fact that they said
that i was impressive on the interview and no one did the interview like i did.

Kaya ko ba iback-up yung mga pinagsasasabi ko nung interview?
My limited but diversified experience in Mapua surely proved a powerful
tool in the interview. Yes, i was introduced to many fields in my course,
i give Mapua that, but for experience? I don't think so... The three month
lessons proved to be a molder to what Mapuans are - keen, fast learners,
attentive to some extent, but, are we that all knowing. Tama, na madami kaming
nalaman na field, pero sapat ba? Kasi, inaaral namin ang isang lesson, sa
first month, mejo nagegetused to na kami, tapos malalaman mo na lang
finals na. Pagtapos ng finals, new lesson nanaman. Ibang area naman ang
pagtutuunan mo ng pansin.

Hindi ako ganito eh. Di ako kinakabahan sa isang bagay. Pero ngayon,
iba talaga ang feeling.

Well, as my guiding principle relates:

what will come will come and we will have to face it when it does

Ok, lets see what happens.

Pers day
Posted at 08:18 AM

Kabado..

At work.
Posted at 01:56 AM

Ok to. Hehehe, gagawa __________________________ Cool. My networking ding kasama. Lakas talaga ng swerte ko amp...

Pero kabado pa din shempre... review pa lang ako kung pano gumagana ung series nila. Bukas, baka ibigay na ung mismong project. T_T

due to confidentiality issues, naging walang kwenta ang pnost ko

RANTS
Posted at 09:06 AM


4:49 PM

Ok, you know, i should be heading home at about this time. Why? I arrived
here at office one hour early. I arrived here at about 7:30 am when the
call time is actually 8:30 am. I was the third
person here. It was all dark here when i arrived. No live force detection.

So, now, my eyes are tired. All day facing this Monitor can be strenious ok?
It is like opening your eyes underwater. Now, try that. The project was
introduced to me this afternoon. Ok, it is hard as hell. I can't imagine
why these people entrust me to these kinds of things. Ok,i don't think
my grammar on that one was correct... well, anyways, as i was saying...
the project is advanced, well, for my standards, but as always, with
this non-stop internet action capable PC, i have unlimited information
at my disposal... bwahahaha!

This fast transition from School to the Corporate world seems to overwhelming.
Last month, i was busy scratching my crotch on my OJT class with that good
for nothing moron Mr.D.(His identity is protected to avoid law suits) but now,
i am sitting here on my comfy office chair, learning from scratch the dynamics
of I.T.. Ok, i have my own phone, locker, drawer etc... but, do i know something!?
Well, guess what? - NONE! Now i now that graduating from school means entering
a new realm where you will STILL study... Damn this life, why don't we just
get something from the market whenever we run short of food? Why is there nothing
free from this world... ahuhu...

----------

Ok ok, nothing witty is coming out from my mind right now... I can't formulate
words that if connected, will create a philosophical harmony that will
identify the very fiber of your human being... I can't... think.. straight!!!

I want to go home right now, and hug my dirty pillow, go shit on our trusty shit throne...

chick session
Posted at 04:24 AM


Oi ok, may 3 mapuans pala sa building na to... hohoho... kanina nangchichiks sila Sir sa baba, shempre ako sumama lang at di tumingin sa mga koreanang may kakaibang mga suot na hinangin ung palda... Nakita ko si Ballada, chaka ung 2 sa "dirt-bag family."

Magaling.

Ok, at least, nakakablend in na ko at may "barkada" na ko sa office na to... Pero mas ok pa din ung sa PLDT kasi dun, palaging laftrip at palaging hinahampas ni sir ung pwet ni mam.

OkOk, back to work. Sana sweldo na.

Information overload
Posted at 08:57 AM

4:32 pm.

At about one hour, i'll be leaving this damned desk.

I cannot think straight anymore... Too much information has been forced to enter my innocent mind ... My vision is getting blurry... What is that light at the end of the tunnel? Scenes from my childhood is flashing before me, like a slow motion movie flick... Is this really dying? Is this heaven??

Ok, ok, i am over exaggerating... Well, i cannot really think straight anymore, i cannot even construct string of words that if added together, will define the very fiber of your social existance... Is existance spelled as existance or existence... I don't care anymore, i just want to unclamp my ass out of this office chair and head straight to my home where i can honeymoon with my dirty pillows.

I cannot find a topic to write about... must find an inspiratioooon... burp.I want to kill time, and what perfect way there is to kill time than to relate some stories that will emphasize the structure of human brain and relate to you advanced nuclear physics with combined geometry and advanced addition. I finished this book i am reading so i have no means to kill time but to write some passage here to bore the hell out of that someone who will be unfortunate enough to lay his eyes on this page..

So here it goes, rotten bananas really disgusts me, they are icky and not so good to look at... They also smell bad and they are icky to touch... In addition to that, bananas are really not the favorite food of monkeys, they like oat meals better. Yes, i watched that at discovery channel... Speaking of which, i really like the show myth busters, you know that show? They have a team of scientific wackos that will gather legends and urban legends and they will perform experiments that will make sure that the said legend is true or not. So, i am not making sense?

Ok, i'll just exit this..

wakoko
Posted at 12:58 PM

amp na accenture yan, ngaun lang tumawag kung kelan na may trabaho ako...ung 3 weeks nila 3 months amp.

Put entry title here.
Posted at 04:12 AM

Ok, for some reasons, i am getting tired of your crap. It is just due time to change my ways. Time to uplift new beliefs. All i can say is that if it can't be, i just would not be. - or something like that. I am getting tired of getting pissed at you over and over again. I'll just accept the fact that you are there when i open these damned eyes.

It is not in my nature to give up. Hell no, i always put up to challenges. Well, for one, i can say that this is not a challenge, it is a simple fact that i should put up with. I am so damn tired of apologizing, so damn tired of looking the other way. This is it.

I have a new life now, i think it is just to put it all to quits. I realize that i just have to stop. Stop it all. Ok, time starts now... This will be hard, but hey, nothing is hard if you put your heart to it.

---
Ok, reader, i guess you have no idea what i am talking about. So what?
---

These words, fall from your mouth, and stab me in the back
It should have never come to this
It's too late, for your apologies
They can't bring back all that you've taken from me
Stripped of my pride, and left for dead

This time is the last time I take this abuse
I've found my place, and this place is far away from you
How can you say, I'm at fault
The one to blame is you
Stripped of my pride, and left for dead

I'm so tired of apologizing to myself for you
and what you've done to me
And I've tried, to forgive myself for caring about you
Theres nothing I can do

My machine is not working.
Posted at 12:30 AM

The gateway is not working!

Ok, it is still morning and my machine is not replying to my pings... So, until the network guy arrives, i have my work pending.

Yesterday, i walked from AYALA to MAPUA. I visited that damned school and i saw some familiar faces doing their usual things... It's nice once and a while to see a familiar face after a long while and just exchange experiences...

Ok, Patricia Gonzales had her interview yesterday. I just hope she gets that job. I know she can do it for she is brilliant in her own way. I know she deserves some things better that a certain someone i know... hmmm.

Related to that, can't imagine people just pull themselves up out of tight situations because they have this certain physical quality that separate them from others. Notice here that i am talking in a third person perspective so no one will suspect what i am talking about... I have known some people like the ones i have mentioned on the last sentences, you know, people who can't take challenges individually, they need some hosts to cling on to. Well, for me, i have experienced a certain someone who clinged to me all the way. It is just fine for me but i later realized that they are the one who will face the consequence in the end. It's funny when i have these "hero tendencies" emanating from me once in a while, i tend to take all the responsibility with the expense of losing all the credits just to save this someone. I did that a few times now, but it is just ok for me... BUT, when i think of the people doing it on others - clinging on that is, it is just not right. Parasites like them should know their damned place. What if they are moving on their own? Can they handle the situations? Can they take the gripes from others? So, to make the long narration short, i hate parasites. Period. Am i making any sense?

By the way, i just realized that the greatest neccesity here at the office is the earphone... without a trusted earphone, you'll die here. Unlike at PLDT, the people here are so work-focused. So there is no noisy blabberings, no joking arounds once in a while... so i therefore conclude that i need an earphone... i'll buy one on friday. Payday!

Ok, Mr Eric just arrived, PANGGAP MODE ON!




RG600 specifications hawthorne heights

Pilipins
Posted at 12:34 AM

Pucha, isa to sa pinakamalas na araw ng buhay ko. Wednesday kasi, so, walang kotse. Sa lahat ba naman ng araw na pede maging coding eh Wednesday? Baclaran day amp. So, ang hirap sumakay. Tas ung mga punyetang Kundoktor na yan, pnapapasok ung tao hanggang bubong. Tapos, leche, ung baon ko, natapon amps! My sauce pa naman un... Amps talagang buhay to oo... bat ba ganun ang mga bus, ano? Taena, nakakabadtrip, tapos ung mga kalalakihan, ayaw paupuin ung mga babae at matatanda... hehehe, isa na ko don, kasi may baon akong natapon kaya di ako talaga magpapaupo...

well, kahit late na ko, nauna pa rin ako sa mga tao dito...

---
pnapalinux naman ako ngaun...
haha astig ang linux... windows sucks! hahaha...

Deteriorated. Overworked. Over fatigued.
Posted at 06:45 AM

These hands cannot type anymore... My mind cannot work properly. I am doing this document by typing with my feet. My mind is deterioraited and keeping awake is the last function it can do. My vital signs are slowing down... I can't hear nothing... This is due to too much working and too much brain use.

I assume that you do not believe me when i say that i can type with my feet? Well, its true, i have rigorously trained to master the art of feet-typing. Feet typing is an ancient art, passed to generations among generations of worthy followers of Kublai Khan. Training is hell, mind you. And i am the one of the few who mastered this art. It is taboo to speak of its origins, but, since i am the master of this art, i can rule that out:

Kublai Khan, after ruling China, has been always fond of his feet. He liked this part of his body more than anything else. Ancient documents relates that Kublai's feet was the body part that was placed on top of the pillow when going to sleep and his head has no comfortable support, whatsoever. Khan's wife often sleep on the other room for Khan's feet has ferns growing on it and it disgusted her.

On an anecdote, due to Khan's disregard of hand use, he often wrote with his right foot. This became a habit, and his sons did the same fashion. Later on, he wrote a rule that all Chinamen should write with his feet. If not followed, their privated parts will be shaved and will be shoved in their ear. This carried on for a long time...

hahah nababaliw na ko... sina Shaina Magdayao nga pala nagshoshooting sa baba... haha.

Wierd People Amok.
Posted at 08:00 AM

HAHA, i want to introduce you to a wierd person here at office. Lets hide him behind the name, Johnny. Let's describe him first. He is about 5'7''. He has a flat top hair. He is fat.

He is the wierdest person i came to know. Why? I can't help but notice his wierd ways. Everytime i go to the bathroom to do my stuff, i sometimes see this fat guy. Sometimes he is just washing, sometimes he is shitting... The wierdness emanates everytime Johhny shits.

Why? You ask? When the cubicle is closed, it means he is shitting, if its open, he might be pissing... I noticed Johnny shitted. You might say that shitting is normal and not wierd, but guess what Johnny did after he shitted? You will not believe this... He went directly to the urinal to piss...

Isn't it wierd?

Taking back words you once said were true.
Posted at 04:11 AM

I just can't fathom how much i hate your guts. I just can't imagine how thick can you get... Do you think i don't remember every words you said? Then, in just a snap, you took it back? Of course, we both know that you said something about not asking me about something simply because it is mine alone... But now, you took it all back.

Why? Haha, you can't imagine that i'll get here faster than you expect? Aren't you the one dragging me down? Wel, looky here now? I know your sarcasm is intended to be noticed right away. But when i strike back, you retort to a sum of well-rehearsed words. Do you honestly think my quiet retaliation on your words signify your victory over me? I know you have an idea on how much i hate you.

But knowing that fact, i just can't imagine, you, still having that face to strike your stupid sarcastic remarks on me. Well, it is not effective. It is plain stupid. But, to shut you up, i will give you what you want. Not that i claim defeat, but that is to signify that i am the victor.

Damn, i hate you so much.

nyahhaha
Posted at 12:22 AM

My Ojt dito samin, kinukuya ako eh 20 years old na... amp.
"Pag timpla nio ko kape!" Joke.

Allan at the atempt to
Posted at 09:03 AM

At an attempt to make sense.

4:39PM

Ok, i have at least an hour to go. But, being the
responsible employee that i am, i will extend that
to an hour and a half.

You know, it never really crossed my mind
that i would be a programmer. I am not that good at that
logic stuff... Yeah, i also suck at memorizing. I suck even
more at math... But, hey, i am getting good at
this programming thing. Yeah, it bring tremendous
amount of frustrations and headache but when you
perfect a certain module of your code, damn,
it is sooo rewarding.

It really sucks when you find out that your only mistake
is an interchanged r and s.. or a missing ; after a whole
day of reconstructing your damned algos. But, hey, you learn
from your mistake... And you will also be amazed on
how your mind answers problems that
at first, seems impossible... Yes, that's the reward.

But still, spending whole day on a single block of
code finding that single period is super frustrating...

ok, at an attempt in making sense, i will compose a poem...

(mustering all his intellect, allan created the best poem
ever made...)

Kidney,

Ang sakit ng kidney ko,
Umiikot parang turumpo...
Mata ko ay namumula,
mamaya iiyak parang gripo.

Ang sakit talaga ng kidney ko,
parang sinaksak ng kutsilyo,
ewan ko ba bat ganito,
mamamatay na ata ako?

O anong saya ikaw ay aking kasama,
sa aking hirap at ginhawa,
O kidney, wag kang mawawala,
ako ay malulungkot pag ikaw ay napariwara.

Nasobrahan ata ako nang kape,
Kidney ko ay natotorete,
Kidney ko ay parang nakokoryente...
di kaya ako'y natatae?

O anong tadhana,
iyong sinasapit...
Bakit kaya ganito,
ikaw ay namimilipit..

O aking kidney,
wag kang magsisisi..
Ako may kasalanan aking kidney,
kung bakit tayo nagkape..

Kidney, kung ikaw ay mawawala,
siguradong di ko kaya...
kalungkutan ay di ko matatantya,
kung ikaw ay mapapariwara..

O, tandang tanda ko pa...
habang ako ay naliligo,
pareho tayong masaya...
kinukuskos ang aking paa.

O pangako ko aking kidney,
di kita pababayaan,
wag kang magsisisi...
na ako ang kasama sa kasalukuyan...

Tatapusin ko ang tulang ito,
na may lungkot sa aking mata,
sana ay hindi to totoo,
wag na wag kang mawawala..

bow.

First QA meeting.
Posted at 03:07 AM

Quality people's sole purpose in the company is to find all the mistakes they can possibly find. No wonder all the Quality assurance team here are all girls... isn't a girl's best skill is to find all the wrong there is to find? Hehehe, no pun intended on that one.

I can't believe a single printer mark with a size of a period never escape their wrath...

Well, as for my first QA meeting, it went well. I sat there as they discussed modifications and wrong things for the documentation.
Hehehe... Well, anyways, back to work.

Time out
Posted at 04:02 AM

Ah, lunch break... What perfect way to let this sweet moment pass than to answer this:

THREE
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Peter
2. Anthony
3. Fred

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. Juanito Pelaez
2. Peter Bigaytodo
3. Ray P. Nyoko --> bwahahha... korni.

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my unwavering intelligence... --> aha..
2. my super cute face. -->nyaha...
3. my six packs. --> amps.

THREE THINGS YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. impatient.
2. lazy ass.
3. discontentment.

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. Filipino
2. Chinese
3. Spanish.

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. Losing my pride
2. Committing the same mistakes
3. Fear of the unknown

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Book
2. Phone
3. toothbrush

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. puma sneakers... its friday! casual day!
2. My brothers shirt,\.
3. black MAONG pants... aw..

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE BANDS OR ARTISTS:
1. Sparta
2. FATA
3. FOB

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. Life on standby
2. Sugar were going down
3. I can tell

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. .NET
2. Being fit... --> asa.
3. Microsoft Interdev

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given fact):
1. communication + openness
2. trust
3. committment

TWO LIES AND A TRUTH:
1. I find it difficult to be mad
2. I'm selfish
3. I feel happy

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. smile
2. body
3. face

THREE THINGS ABOUT THE SAME SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1.
2.
3.

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. SING!
2. DANCE!
3. eat something that I don't particularly like

THREE OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
1. Reading
2. Writing
3. Music

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. Sleep
2. Sit on the throne.
3. Finish the task at hand.

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. I
2. am
3. working already

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Italy
2. France
3. Jap

THREE KIDS NAMES YOU LIKE:
(Girls)
1. Bianca
2. Anne
3. Shiela

(Boys)
1. Joshua
2. Peter
3. Ezekiel

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. travel the world
2. do something for others
3. be content

Nothing new.
Posted at 03:47 AM

Nothing new.

I moved to blogger!
Posted at 05:00 AM

Tabulas sucks so i moved to blogger! Ok, thats a stupid excuse... well, for the real reason, i suck at HTML editing and i am getting tired of this stupid layout so i jumped ship to Blogger... Visit me at www.reshin.blogspot.com...

But dont you worry true believers, if i get tired of blogger i'll return to here... Heck, i should continue my website... but i am so laaazy..

haha happy
Posted at 04:41 AM

secret kung baket.. hehe...

Painful head and itchy singit.
Posted at 09:31 AM

Taena, grabeng kalbaryo ang sinasapit ko araw araw dito... Leche, ikaw ba naman ang magisip ng sampung oras! Di ko kaya un! Buti na lang nagawa ko ang assignment ko para sa araw na to.. huhu...

No surprise kung masisante ako dito... mukhang di ako ttgal dito... T_T
Tinatawagan ko si God, lahat ng Saints... pati si Lucifer... Help me... ahuhu..

Clock is ticking.
Posted at 05:21 AM

um, i'm feeling wierd lately. I feel that i am going to be kicked out of this company sooner than expected... My gut feeling is never wrong, mind you...

Well, anyways, i don't like my job anyways, yes it has good pay, and stuff but.. i don't like what i do here. Imagine, thinking for 10 hours + straight! Now, that's so not me... I always get home depleted. Yes, i might get brain cancer here if i stay long here..

for more info, visit my other blog. I have three, but i'll make the blogger blog official. - www.reshin.blogspot.com

Wala kang kakwentakwenta
Posted at 05:21 AM

un lang.

Hi
Posted at 08:25 AM

moved to www.reshin.blogspot.com

Walang kakwenta kwenta...
Posted at 09:59 AM

Un lang.